Now, just because I'm not speaking to a certain person, the worlds gonna hate me. Fine. I don't care. If they all hate me because of HER, fine! I don't care. I'll just take my shit and leave.

It's not like I didn't try to help her....and its not like I was ever mean to her...

I payed attention to her....and I tried to be there when she was sad.

BUT

She said that all this was "fake", and that we really hated her.

THAT'S NOT TRUE

But, I guess it doesn't matter....

My life's about as fucked-up as it can get right now....

I don't have any pity on her anymore. People like that....they need "REAL" help, from "REAL" friends, who maybe aren't as "FAKE" as I must be.....

And all those times I was really sad, DEPRESSED even, because she was sad.....

That must have been fake, then. All those tears and near-sleepless nights......

But I don't care. Now, I WANT her to hate me. Why not? I'm just a terrible person anyways. I hurt people. I shouldn't have all these friends, or anything of that matter.

Because I'm not real.

I'm fake.